Here comes the sleepless night.
Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh :)
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.. I’m here because I can’t sleep. It’s almost midnight and I just can’t shut my eyes off. Not because I’m not tired. Not because I’m not sleepy either. Trust me I really am tired and sleepy as I’d been out the whole day. Tonight is just one of the countless sleepless nights I’ve had.
And this is how the story goes..
Millions of thoughts are running through my head in the speed of light since 2 hours ago, about everything that had happened, everything that is happening in the present and what might happen in the future. My restless brain keeps on examining the consequences between a dream and reality. I pray to Allah to be given the strength to do what’s right. Hurting people’s feeling is the last thing I want to do. Especially those that I love the most. Because I knew what hurt exactly means and I knew how it felt like. I’m not entirely sure if it’s the right thing to do, but I’ll rely my life, my heart, my soul and everything that I have on Allah. That way, I know that all that I have right now does not belong to me at all. When the time comes, I will have to give everything back to Allah.
I truly apologize because I can’t continue writing about this matter, my tiny hands and imperfect fingers are just too weak to type what’s inside my broken heart and tears of regret can’t stop streaming down my cheek. Maybe I should just keep this to myself.
When you give up something you love dearly for the sake of Allah (swt), the Most Gracious, Most Merciful, will indeed replace that which you have lost with something even better, something you can’t even imagine, something so beautiful it makes you cry at the thought of how Generous our Lord is. Those who are patient will be rewarded, insha’Allah.
I don’t want a man with all the money of the world and a big ego, I want a man who devotes himself to God and respects and loves me for God’s sake.
And here I am, putting all of my trust in Allah :)
(Source: unedjiboutienne)
O Allah! i’m facing a lot of
difficulties in life :’(“And whoever fears Allah, He
will make for him a way
out.”
I won’t dare question Allah why I suffer pain, because I never try to question Him when I experience happiness.
Never leave a true relation when you see some faults. Be patient and realize that nobody is perfect.It’s affection that matters, not perfection…
Allah SWT has created Angels with reason but having no desires; animals with desires but no reason, & man with both reason and desires. Therefore, if one’s reason is stronger than his desires, he is like an Angel… while if his desires are stronger than his reason, he is like an animal.
Al-Quran has all the answers you’re looking for. Recite it, Listen to it, Feel it.
KENAPA AKU DI UJI??
QURAN MENJAWAB :
Qs. Al-Ankabut : 2-3 “Apakah manusia itu mengira bahwa mereka dibiarkan (saja) mengatakan: ‘Kami telah beriman’, sedang mereka tidak diuji lagi? Dan sesungguhnya kami telah menguji orang-orang yang sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui orang-orang yang benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui orang-orang yang dusta.”
KENAPA AKU TAK MENDAPAT APA YG AKU INGINKAN ??
QURAN MENJAWAB :
Qs. Al-Baqarah : 216 “Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui”
KENAPA UJIAN SEBERAT INI ??
QURAN MENJAWAB :
Qs. Al-Baqarah : 286 “Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya.”
KENAPA TERTEKAN ???
QURAN MENJAWAB :
Qs. Al-Imran : 139 “Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang-orang yang paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu orang-orang yg beriman”
BAGAIMANA AKU HARUS MENGHADAPINYA ???
QURAN MENJAWAB :
Qs. Al-Baqarah : 45 “Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sholat; dan sesungguhnya sholat itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk”Tiada daya dan upaya kecuali atas pertolongan Allah semata
APA YANG AKU DAPAT ???
QURAN MENJAWAB :
Qs. At-Taubah : 111 “Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dari orang-orang mu’min, diri, harta mereka dengan memberikan Jannah utk mereka…”
KEPADA SIAPA AKU BERHARAP ???
QURAN MENJAWAB :
Qs. At-Taubah : 129 “Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain dari-Nya. Hanya kepada-Nya aku bertawakkal”
AKU TAK SANGGUP !!!!
QURAN MENJAWAB :
Qs. Yusuf : 12 “….dan janganlah kamu berputus asa dari rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dari rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yg kafir.”
Whoever says “Jazakallahu khayran (May Allah give you a good reward)”
to anyone who has done him a favor,
he has thanked in the best way.
